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2006-01-25T11:36:00.000+08:00

Im bored in cls tats y i write in. yesterday nite i had a quarrel with her. its not her fault its my temper. i dun wat got into me. i never see her 4 2 days now. today may not c her too. boring haiz. i wan to c her but she like dun wan to c me coz she buying the present 4 our anniversary. acually i dun mind tat she buy 4 me. n she always do a last minutes thngy. i got my stuff last two mths ago. nw juz gv it to her. she say tat directly tat if can she dun wan to c me today she wans to get ready for tmr. bcoz of she buying the stuff she dun wan to c me. i so sad. i really wan to c her 2day. if i cant get to c her i cant say anythng. well i c how ltr la.

2006-01-24T14:53:00.000+08:00

Well, its been a long time i write in. one day i will change my background. i hv no time cos busy with my sch project and my internet is down at the moment. so cant update. im in sch try to say or update. btw my 1 year anniversary is tiz thursday bought a lil gift 4 her not that expensive but its is romantic. its who i am. its been 1 year haiz. got bad times n good times. but now i fl like some is trying to take her away from me. mayb its juz my imagination or mayb theres someone trying to take her away. soon i will go NS wont see her that often. n dont noe wat she doing. im scared that she have a change of heart. i wan to b with her 4 a long time or even marriage. i juz hope that the gifts i bought for will last long cos its is emotional 4 me when i bought 4 her. hope she like it too.

2006-01-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

hi guys... its a long time i write in... hehe bz hehe... btw tis week a holiday working in the night shift of Christmas eve and new year eve tiring.... here is some test bot myself i have done juz to let u guys noe.......

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

2005-11-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

One more week before my school starts... Haiz... So sian... Juz came back from work... My parents go Jalan Raye.. I'm alone at home... Hmm.. Tmolo off but got Sp test tmr... Never study the test shld b quite easy la... Hmm.. Well next I mayb off the whole week cos I want to Jln Raye with my family before i go NS... I might nt get the chance anymore... Hiaz... Guez tatz it i wan to write hmm... Nothing more to say... To all muslim friends out there SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. Harap maafkan hamba atas semua salah dan silap. Kalo kasar bahasa hati tersinggung harap maafkan. kosong Kosong orite? hehe :)

2005-10-27T11:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday wen Geylang Serai with my Boo, adk, Z, Kak A. The other 2 friends cant make it. So it juz the 5 of us. We reach there at ard 6 pm.. Wen to find a plc to buka at City Plaza... We eat at this Pelangi food court.... We bought our own food.. Den I bought another extra food PIZZA. We sit ard abot 7.30pm. We started to walk at the bazaar to look 4 my chapal and songkok... The others look 4 their thngs such as Baju kurong... We walk till 9.30 we head home... We r so tired of the walking.... Hmm.. Anyway that day was I and My BOO 9th mth together...

2005-10-22T14:40:00.000+08:00

well... RAYA is around the corner... YEAH!!!! Juz bought baju kurong at Geylang Serai 4 $83. I went wth my family n My Boo... Kite buka kat my hse... My mom masak Laksa... SDP!!! Pi My Boo tk suka mkn... But terpaksa gak... Hehe... After tat we solat jemaah... Rest for a while wat till ishak... Den we hit to geylang... Went to buy My Boo kebaya... She bought orange brown.... The color is nice... then we went to look 4 my baju kurong.. Same colour but different design..After tat we went to buy food... My Boo hungry hehe... She bought Ramlee Burger and Kebab .... We went home at ard 11.30.. My turn to drve back.... Hehe... I drive quite fast tat day... Reach her plc at ard 12 midnght hehe.... I send her to her doorstep n I go home.... Btw its her 1st time she mt my parents.... Hehe... Everything went ok.... Hehe I tink my parents will accept My Boo... Tats all... There is another part of the story wat happend at Geylang Serai but it s between me n My Boo... I will write it down next time... Till nest time... To all Muslim Friends... SELAMAT HARI RAYA.... :P

2005-10-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

Hiaz... These few days really got no mood to do anything.... Juz fl like sleeping only... Fews days ago i got lecture from my parents 4 coming back home late... I hate being lecture by them... is like they treat me as a 13 year old.... Im big n old enough to take care of myself.... If they still do like tiz I will intend to leave the house.. Live on my own... I have my on freedom and space.... The dun even let me go shopping at geylang with my gal.... Wat sia... I hate tiz.... We juz buy our stuff n head home wat... Not as if wee will b back home the next morning rite..Next week she coming down to my plc to break fast... Wat they going to sayto her I dun care... They still have to accept her.. Wat they going to do bot tat... I was so stress up coz of tiz... Haiz...

2005-09-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

Last two days ago is my 8mths together with her... We cant celebrate together coz she have to work... She supposed to finish work at 7pm... But she OT till 10pm... I was sad felling so down...
:(.... Later I continue at home now very bz...

2005-09-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

Well tiz mth got nothing interesting... Hmm... Juz as usual early moring go school. On weekends go to work veri tiring sia.... I juz dun fl like working anymore.... I cant quit n I dun noe why...? Hmm.. I juz wish I can work that got a lot of money but dun have to work hard.... With that kind of cash I would get myself a car, a hse, a iPod, the latest handphone and buy present 4 my darling.... Its a surprise present... hehe :P... So tats all c ya nest time.... Chioz

2005-08-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmmm.... Its a long time I never write.... Coz my Internet is down... Telephone problem.. Only a few days ago it can work cos i call the Singnet telephone Technician they help me chk da line... The probelm lies there's circuit proplem in the building. They have troubleshoot it... now my Internet can work... so nw im slowly updating my blog.... hmm.... BTW a gud news finally my gal got a job interview.... she is going tmr 4 the interview... Gud luck SYG... Hopefully she got the job... She came from a diffcult family.... I try some how to help her.... In financial or any others things she nd help with.... Well juz wish her all the best in wat ever she do... Love u Dear darling...

2005-08-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was National day. I went to Padang wif my gal. We went there juz to c fireworks. Hehe.. The firework are so nice lucky I took pics of it.. We went to Marina Square really pack of ppl... Cant even move... Hmm.. Den we stand at 1 spot... It about time den the fireworks came ppl rush to get a glimse of the fireworks... Its like once a year tat u can c fireworks display in Singapore... so below is some pics...

2005-08-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... Past few days very boring... Cos Im sick again down with sore throat, fever and love sick... Haiz.... Yesterday i cant even speak having a bad sore throat... Very sickening.... When im sick I intend to slp in cls... But I control myself not to slp.... Yesterday Im coughing nonstop... Juz fl like wan to die... Haiz.... I really wan my gal to b by my side at tat time... But she did come... I fl so lonely juz tat I nd her at tat point of time... So sad.... :(... But I dun mind... hmm.... Really miz her.... Btw to in sch so slpy almost felt aslp hehe... But today finish earlier a bit wen to causeway point to grab a bite n juz wan to b alone... Cos my gal accompany her frens shopping.... so Im alone den her fren cancelled cos her father is fetching her home.... So my gal mt me at causeway point... So happy to see her... But I cant express it dun noe why... Guess Im tired tats all. hmm. Tats all folks c ya again next time....
At train escalator... :)
In front of Esplanade... :)

2005-07-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

Well... Today is my 6th months wif her.... I spent with her straight after sch... We went to BK at Sembawang shopping center.... After tat we went to Woodlands accompany her to buy Hindustani vcd.. I was quiet the whole day... dunno y... Hmm... After tat we dunno where else to go... So we walk ard causeway point.... Juz walking... Looking 4 nothing... Haiz... Nothing to do all ready I send her to her block... We chill out 4 a whle till 8.00 pm.... We went out to take my bag chill again at her plc.. Ard 8.45 I went back... I hate to leave her.... :(. But wat to do I still have to go home.... I miss her so much... I really want to see her rite now.... Haiz.... But i cant go out now... Btw we msg each other... But now she did msg me... Nevermind I tink she bz Playing Game... Its ok I understand... :(... Tats all 4 today... c ya guys ard....

2005-07-19T12:18:00.000+08:00

Well... I hv turned 20 already on 17 July, Sunday... Very fast sia..... Anyway I nt in the mood to celebrate though.... But I went out with my gal we had lunch at her plc.. Her mom cooked its so delicious..... Den we went to esplanade at ard 5.30... We walk till the Merlion.... Stayed there till 9.00 den walk to Raffles Place till 10.00. The best is yet to come.... Wen we reach Smbg we walk back to the plc we sat at our fav spot we call it "hotspot" we sat about few mins den she gv me a surprise together with her sis and her sis bf.... I was touched n surprise.... My mood becomes better... We had fun.... Her sis sabo me with water bomb... My shirt was wet.... Lucky its juz a plain water... hehe :).
Well I had a great b'day... I enjoy it... Thanx 4 everything my dear.... Adk gan z thank you... U guys really brighten my nite.... :) 4 u dear I love u so much n tat wont change anything..... Noone can replace u in my heart... MUAKZZZZZ :-*

2005-07-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

Wah tiz days so tired... Came back from sch so late already evenmore the lesson sux "all long hours".... I cant stand it anymore. YesterdayI almost fell sick... Haiz :(....
I cant c her often I MIZ her so much.... :( really I feel so alone without her... So LONELY..... :( N she may start working already n Im schooling cant c her also... who noes tat she have to do Overtime.... Its really a pain in my heart... so HEARTBROKEN.... but I still have to let her go.... As long she dun betray my love and trust.... I can still accept her not being with me all the time.... :(... Watever she do outside I may noe it somehow, somewhere.... All tat i have to say to her.... I LOVE U, watever u do at work I trust u cos u r working, n I dun wan anything to happen to u.... I WILL MISS U A LOT MY DEAR... :(

2005-06-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Its a tiring day 4 me... Early in the morning i got SnW have to slow jog... very long i haven ran so my legs nw is cramp... Haiz... Well tiz morning my gal grandmother pass away... Very sad... :( i juz came back from majlis doa selamat.... Even im so tired i still go to gv support to my gal... she also tired coz need to do preparation.... nw i fl like going to sleep tired already.. so Chioz for now...

2005-06-23T22:57:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!!! Im back its been a long time I update my blog. hehe :) Bz argh!! :P Bz kapa. well i haven update my blog for a long time hehe... Coz school have started already. haiz.... sian sia. some more the timetable sux i start school at 8am finish at 6pm almost everyday.. Haiz.. but overall my nes clsmate is great.. enjoy being with them.. doorg kecoh gerek... enough abot tat... Juz now gt lecture from my parents bot my hp bill.. haha... well they pay 4 me bt i have to pay them back ltr.... haiz... ok guyz tats all 4 today... i wan to say thiz as my closing statement.... "wat ever u do follow ur heart dun follow ur mind its no use followin ur mind coz u r not willing to do" one more thing if my gal read tiz "i love u i miz u i wan u" u noe who u r.... hehe

2005-06-06T04:04:00.000+08:00

Wow. Its been few day I haven write in. Hehe. Bz la. i working full-time 4 the time being coz i nd to pay my hp bills and my driving. A lot of things to pay. Haiz. :(. Anyway during tiz mths of May and June rite i hv been seen her often. i also dunno wat the reason is. %-). But i feel happy tat i can see her. nw both of us is getting closer. n i have to let her go cos she might b working after she found her new job. I may nt see her often. surely misses her. :( wat to do she need to some cash too. n lead her own life. Well if she reading tiz i wish my dear all the best in finding the job tat u like. i will always support u.

2005-05-26T14:20:00.000+08:00

Well guy I and her stress 4 nothing. Hehe. Actually its noting. Hehe. Yesterday was Ladies' nite. I and her went to CB with some of our friends. Its my first time going there. So its quite fun but the music its not a type to dance but ppl still dancing hehe. I dance only 1 song. Pathehic sia haha. Ard 1.30am I and her went off cos we not feelin well. Since morning I and her not feeling well. Haiz but we still go on. We enjoy very much yesterday. Tats all I have to say. So c ya. Chioaz

2005-05-22T01:33:00.000+08:00

Its been a few days i haven write. wow. Too bz cos a lot things happen these few days. Haiz. Till i got so stress up. Cos I did sumthing bad. But by tmr can settle n c how its goes la tmr? well im to tired to write very long so i will tell wat happen next. Tats all bye folks. Enjoy ur holidays.

2005-05-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah! today is my 1st and last paper. Holidays are here. Enjoy :). The paper is quite easy la not tat hard cos I have the foundation already in NITEC. So no problem. But the theory part fuh some cannot do the caculation very fast I finish ard 20 mis all done. Hehe cangih kata kan hehe :). Well for the holidays I have plan already wat to do. Juz c how la anything can be change but I dun want anything to change la. Tomorrow having my driving lesson at 1pm my intructor said he changing a new car "Mutshibushi". Yahoo sports car. Tis is wat I been waiting for to hand drive a Mutshibushi car. Haiz. Hehe. My TP is coming on 8 June so guys wish me luck. :) Its been 2 years I have been driving a L plate haiz boring sia. Keep ur finger cross tat I will pass.

2005-05-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from work. Tiring sia. Today late for work hehe. I suppose to work at 8am but i came at around 9.45am. Hehe. Reach store already go straight to toilet, morning call hehe :). Late already still can go to toilet. haiyah :-I. Punch out already send my gal back home. Now thinking wat to do after my exam. Writen down my working schedule already verylong sia I type it out hehe. I make sure she get this paper if not my plans all cork up. Hehe. Lot of plans to do. Go out with my gal la need to spend time with her mah (if not we r nt a couple hehe.) Have a rest at home la. Wah so many thing to do. And one more thing my gal last day of work is end of tis months. And her school end tis months also. haiz :( I wont b seeing her everyday. so sad sia :'(. Will miss her a lot. So tats my life for today and my feelings. Got sadness got happiness. Haiz :)

2005-05-13T15:03:00.000+08:00

Arg today wat a boring day. Haiz nowdays cnt msg my gal anymore she haven pay her bill yet. boring sia :(. but i juz bear with it till she pay her bills. sometimes i feel lonely w/o her. well hv to go on with it. ltr hv to work coz no money to pay bills n my driving lesson. hv to pay my loads some more. haiz wat a headache. well i end here nothing more to say. :)

2005-05-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today is a sad day 4 me. Wake up with a sad face. Family problem wat else. Arg 4get the whole incident already. Bt lucky can concentrate on my driving. Bt still hurt inside. Den I pick my gal up at her sch. 'still hurt inside'. Haiz. Bt ltr with her I feel happy. Bt nt tat happy cos still hurt inside. Haiz. Really I tink my parents control me too much. Why cant they gv me some space do watever I wan with my future. My life is in God's hand HE only can control my life. If He tinks its good 4 me I hv no choice bt to follow. Bt nt follow blindly la must see wats right and wrong. I have no hope in the family already I juz wan to get married and hv my own life.

2005-05-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

Does look really matters? To me no. Coz love only matters abot the heart the inner beauty nt the outer beauty rite? Well I juz leave it to gods hands n lead me to the the rite path. Wat sia Im talking abot? Arg!! Who cares. Hehe. Btw I told tiz to my gal ' I still love u no matter how u look. Ur look does nt matter to me. Bt ur heart does. All I need frm u weather u jambu ker tak jambu to love me more den u do rite nw. All I need is ur heart.' Well I love her no matter wat happen to her. Love so much Jaan.

2005-05-09T11:08:00.000+08:00

Today so tiring sey. Wake up so early go 4 my driving lesson. Today nt going to sch lazy ar better den accompany my gal at sch hehe. Yesterday I was heart broken tat I hurt my gal feelings. Bt it was meant to b a joke. Haiz. But it's the past liao. Well i still love her even she breaks my heart. :)

2005-05-06T08:08:00.000+08:00

Well Dear, yesterday movie was interesting. I noe I was not in a mood. But after dat I change wen I see u. Even though I was quiet. Its my fault also. I just too tired and nt in the mood to do anything. Im sori. Im sorry to make u feel tat way. But u always make my day. Even u speak nonense I will still accept u coz u trying ur best to make me happy. I can see tat. But u need to noe sumting I will always love you n thinking of u. Tis time round I always thinking positive nt like other time. I will always do anything 4 u. Noone even my family can come between us. Cos I love u so much there's nothing in the world can buy. My love 4 u is genuine. I noe ur love 4 me is genuine too. If I am 26 years old I could proposed to u rite nw. Get married to u. And start a family 4 u. We dun have anything in common but I dun care all those thing, 4 all I noe my heart is 4 u, till Im gone in tiz world. Till den I yours no gal can replace tat. I will always cherish u:)

2005-05-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

Today is such a boring day. I juz finish my test comfirm fail have to retest. Arg! Never mind bot tat. I'm so bored. Dun noe why mayb I feel tired. Ltr going out with "jaan" to watch a movie a 'hindustani' movie. For the first time I watch hindustan at the movies. There always a first time. But I juz dun feel like watching any movies today. Hmm... see how la mayb my mood change. I understand tat she is busy sometimes and tired. But I feel like I been neglected. I dun noe the reason why. Rite now I juz wan her to b by my side.

2005-05-03T13:08:00.000+08:00

Today feel so tired. I almost late for school. By the time I reach school my teacher haven come. Today is really damn hot day. I juz wan to go back home sleep in my room for the whole day with my air-con on. The past few day I am very hapi. I dun noe why maybe Im with her working with her. When I working with her I have mood to work if not I feel weak. I need u by side dear. :)

2005-04-29T08:13:00.000+08:00

Today I feel guilty. Yesterday I did not see her the whole day. I miss her badly. I kal her at night we were talking happily den suddenly I juz blurted out about her past about her x. Her mood change afterwards. I really feel guilty wen I was talking to her happily I did not think twice b4 I say. Im really sorry yang. I did not notice tat I juz say it out. I really wan u to b happy. Hope today wen I mt u will b happy. Cos I love u. I really need u today I miss u a lot.

2005-04-27T13:29:00.000+08:00

Well today is quite a boring day. Nothing else to say. This morning I pick her up from Sbg. At 1st it was ok wen suddenly she's so quiet I dun noe why. I ask her she said nothing. I feel tat I have done sumting wrong :(. Tats ok. Mayb she needs to think sometimes... Wen I msg her a lot of time she did not reply. Mayb she's busy I understand. Bt I feel sumting like ignored. I tink I a bit rushing or irratating or sensative sumtimes. If I dun msg her ltr she feel otherwise. I really dun noe wat to do? Nw I juz wat to go with the flow. haiz... :(

2005-04-26T15:43:00.000+08:00

Well I tink I hv decided. Tiz friday I will b going to esplanade juz to clear my mind. Btw I n her hv been together 4 3 mths nw. I love her so much. Happy Anniversary. I miss u a lot dear.

2005-04-26T11:47:00.000+08:00

I tink I hv said to much to her yesterday. Is it wrong to say wat I feel to her? I noe yesterday she's angry wif me wen I say tat to her bt I hv to say wat i hv to say.. But at least I told her my feelings.. She told me to change like dun tink too much, dun worried too much, try to releks. I will make her happy wenever I mt her.. She told me tat she nt happy wen I wif her. My aim or can say my goal nw I wan to make her happy wenever I am wif her. I LOVE YOU Sanam. Well guess I hv to releks myself 4 the time being. Mayb tis friday I going somewhere relaxing. Haven decided yet. Wen I decides i write again. Chioz 4 nw...

2005-04-22T09:34:00.000+08:00

Today my day is as normal. I miss her a lot today. Yesterday I went out to watch movie "CREEP" sound nt scary rite bt there a lot of killing a lot of bloody scene. She feel so 'Geli'. I watch the whole movie but my 'Jaan' dun like it. Bt she insists on watching the movie at first. Hehe. :) The show starts at 7.40pm at Junction 8 Bishan. In the end she watch the show but wen there's a bloody scene she cover her face. Hehe. Before the movie she give me attitude she say she got no mood yesterday but she ok wen she finish sch. Tats wat i did yesterday. I love u Jaan very much. I dun wan to lose u.

2005-04-20T18:18:00.000+08:00

Hi all tis is my 1st blog. Hope you all like it. I hope i will share about my life. chioz